Thursday, March 30, 2006
some randomness.... :
a lone oak standing in the hidden corner
sprouted from tough ground,
no others sighted about.
With branches growing outspread,
but soon shrank back
its leaves droop,
the company it lacks
However many animals passing,
none stayed for long.
oft skipping the malnourished thing
all but one.
a hole it had dug
a rat dwells within
filled with its presense,
a conforting thought.
How long it'll stay
a worry it shall not be
rays of light brightens it up.
but often shielded and blocked away
creating doubt and weakness within
lack of light nutrients and good soil,
grow well it did not.
In its poor state
it crys out mild
like one unconfident
it lay forgotten.
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9:34 PM
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Wednesday, March 29, 2006
my mind just doesn't work out...
i don't know what to say...
the only one i know...
takes me for who i am...
though i'll never know...
whats true or not...
but i really trust so...
cos i believe in...
i'm just confused and crazy and emo...
so its just a jumble of crappy lameness...
i dunno how i feel now....
bored, insane, emo, weird, confused, troubled, etc etc...
i always trouble myself.
whatever you do, don't think too much bout the above i've written... (although no one will see it..... (: )
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11:44 PM
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Monday, March 27, 2006
click click!!~
((: thank you!~
you're the best!! (=
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9:00 PM
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i saw this kid on my way home today... he sat next to me. Children have got the most creativity..... he was playing with some piece of metal-plastic-with-batteries and another fragment of plastic..... it sure entertained him alot! its like.... hard plastic? but it was some robot to him!! WOW. children are cool! ((:
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8:51 PM
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Sunday, March 26, 2006
hahaas..... okayys.... heres to the superr bee again!
i don't really know what to say,
cos you're just indescribable,
its just indescribable.
i should start drawing more,
cos a picture paints a thousand words.
so i gotta draw a million pictures for you!
WAHAA!!! okayyy ((:
and i still love u Sbeeeeee! (=
[[sidenote: many people have misunderstood. WE ARE INNNOCENT PEOPLE!! We're awesomely good friends who clicked really fast and really, FRIENDS! (: haha ]]
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11:37 PM
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hahaas.... and heres back to you!
I love you too!!
wahaas!!
couldn't have gotten u all high without you!!
wahaa!! i think i'm back in psycho mood cos of u!!
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1:48 AM
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ahaaas..... was supposed to blog yesterday (like...... hour ago, was saturday) but was too preoccupied....... oh man.... sb really rocks!! i just started the conv few hours ago and its like.... walao now..... lols..... so crazy... man! sb = cool.... hahaas.....
and.... wells..... the main thing i wanted to say just now was...
i saw the security police at Dhoby Ghaut MRT just now... its was COOL! O.O!!! they had bulletproof vests and their guns and stuff.... red berets.....
but as i was on my way home... i thought a little.... maybe too much..... but here goes:
i was thinking that guns were cool.... but didnt some email mention this before.... the devil said "i'm gonna teach man to make bombs and guns and wage war against each other" and etc.... so.... hey man, don't many people think some guns and bombs are cool...? things that kill.... and games coming up with such stuff...... has the devil also infiltrated through games?
hmmms.... i dunno.... not too confident bout such stuff just yet, cos i consider myself young, if u understand.... correct me if i'm wrong friends, and leaders (:
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12:46 AM
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Friday, March 24, 2006
((if anyone takes any offence at all in this post, it was purely unintentional))
well, i just came back from cedar girls school, yea, just my average day in school....
ok fine, i don't attend a girls school but i knew i should've placed cedar as my first choice when i was in primary six. (maybe i could've had a chance)
actually, i just returned from Cedar cos i was just dismissed from there... urm... i mean.... (this cedar thing is getting to me) i mean i just returned from their leaders' investiture twenty'06 and the theme was "Vogue leading in style" well.... maybe i should start from the beginnning.... right from the point (when i managed to enter the school in sec one........) when i was crossing the road leaving sch....
[[CAUTION: THIS IS GONNA BE ONE LONG ENTRY... FOR MEMORY'S SAKE, AND IMPRESSION'S]]
on the way to Cedar, i thought once, "what if we went uninvited? wouldn't it be a little embarassing...?" (cos we actually havent received the mail invitation) but ah well... i decided to trust ms novabelle ng.... hahaa....
when we reached there, we were a little too early, and we slacked outside a little before walking in.... the walk was long and hot.... but we finally arrived at the blue school!!! CEDAR!!! MY FIRST CHOICE SCHOOL!! ooops.
This was the first impression i had of Cedar, as a school (not throught friends) and now i see the great big difference between my choice school and my current school...
maybe i was comparing an all girls school with a mixed school, but i didn't really consider it.... here are some points.
- their leadership structure and leaders are good and strong
- the school listens (WOW!!)
- they can effectively lead the ENTIRE school cheering, (even our HPT can't achieve that)
- well disciplined, blabla.... (its like really WOW!)
- theres too much more and i dun wanna post realllllllyyyy long
but anyway, the eye was really really nice and cool..... (CEDAR HAS AN EYE!!!) and the hospitality of the prefects was really good.... well.... i saw A friend, and probably made some, although i didn't get their number or msn..... (=p) and found out that the missing Nicholyn is sick!!
the concert was really goood, with a meaningful skit and nice videos... did i say nice? i meant AWESOME! and i heard ms Nova ng singing.... (i think) the planning for this investiture was really really goood....... compliments to the student leaders of Cedar (i really wish now that i had put it as my first choice.... LOL)
Well.... i have much to say about Cedar (from my first impression) but..... i'm at a loss for words..... skipping 2 periods of bio and assembly was definately worth it (and its not the girls that matter the most... -.- [though some guys reading this will probably assume it almost immediately]) but on the whole, its just awesome. An Awesome experience, awesome concert, awesome planning, awesome investiture, and i can go on and on....
One last thing, when i was walking out, (the walk was REALLY long from Cedar Girls Secondary School to Potong Pasir MRT), it was dry and quite hot..... the moment i crossed the road to the busstop via the MRT station's underpass, when i appeared at the other side of the road, it was raining Heavily! WOW! during the time i took to go to the other side via the underpass, the weather changed from SUNNY to STORMY
i'm ending it here.
oh but, i just had to add this.
girls are cool. some.
ok all, just that i dun see everyone's cool side..... LOL =p
p.s i still wish i had gone to cedar..... =p LOL!!!
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4:16 PM
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Sunday, March 19, 2006
owell..... i just love talking to myself.... cos no one sees these stuff on this site.
hooray, its the last day of this march term break
(no more a HOLIDAY -
QN: do HOLIDAYS ever exist?
ANS: No, they're just excuses to give more work.)
anyway, its the last day of this long break, and i got my never-shrinking pile of homework sitting on my desk. its almost 2200. hooray..... i'm gonna burn the midnight oil! and nobody sees this!!
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9:40 PM
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Sunday, March 12, 2006
Check This Out Guys...... and girls.....
http://www.theinterviewwithgod.com/viewmovie.html
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4:05 PM
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well, heres update. not very good in fact.....
Craps, i just feel crappy today.... and past few days too..... i've been thinking too much all the time, people often tell me not to think too much, (and i think its hindering me ALOT) but i just can't seem to stop myself from... thinking deep..? i don't know..... sheesh...... i'm bad.... shyt.
i should start writing songs bout lonliness and being alone... cos i'm sure to get a best songwriting award for lonely songs (if the category or award ever exists) i don't know what to say anymore. don't have anything to say....
-blablabla..-
[[doubt anyone would see this though..]]
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3:54 PM
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