Tuesday, November 28, 2006
well i thought this year's grad night is much better than last year's... well, the ambience definitely is better...... but the food's pretty..... nevermind. one can't have the best of both worlds all the time. afterall, we already got quite a pleasant door gift...
and now... for another issue altogether...
just something that struck my mind after some time. bit of thinking again. but it sort of like... just jumped out at me, thats all....
the path continues... @
1:14 PM
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this is just blank space. it really is. i'm random. (:
well is there still a second chance.
i hope there is
cos i'm hanging on
but to which thin thread am i clinging on to
should the schools we end up in decide it
or just the individual effort we make
to get to know
but i shall let the matter rest
though each time i see you
my heart still skips a beat,
reminded of the good things possible,
and the tragedies;
i wish not to decide on this alone.
so i shall do. what i should do.
the heart still yearns..
but which
is right.
the path continues... @
1:14 PM
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Thursday, November 16, 2006
hah, i still think its damn funny.
today, going home after meeting up with them at bugis
i decided to take bus go home....
and funnily,
so did jeslin...
haha,
so while waiting for the bus,
and walking to the busstop,
we talked.
the funny thing is....
she speaks mainly mandrin, while i english...
so the way we communicate is somewhat quite damn cool. ahaha.
i still find it pretty funny.
like... i will just speak entirely english, and she will reply in mandrin
and vice versa... haha
imagine that!
the path continues... @
11:29 PM
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its
over.
its over.
over.
the path continues... @
10:54 PM
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Wednesday, November 15, 2006
its just one day before the last day of the O level examinations.
last day of the national exams (for us)
the last time we're gonna sit in that hall,
scribbling furiously
sweating. tick tock
hey, but the aircon's on....
the first place we stepped into
when registering a place in the school.
the last place we'll be visiting
getting results
tick tock
settling in
first laying out the sleeping bags
now putting on the jacket.
not the straight jacket;
okay, maybe..
but mainly to deter the cold
from creeping in
stealthily.
inching its way
into the very core.
freezing the brain
paralysing all thought processes.
ironically termed a 'burn-out'
i dont see the heat
but i feel it all about
the intense competition
the silent battles.
we're waging war,
heck, we're IN one
casting all distractions aside
concentrating on the meaningless jumble
that which we call words, sentences, numbers,
making sense out of what was rubbish
but brought to live by thought.
focussing on answering
just penning it all down
together with all the hope,
dreams, determination,
sealing it in ink.
ticktock
we progress...
we await the news
hoping for the best
fearing the worst
why not hang on to faith
ticktockticktock
anxiety
cold sweat
adrenaline rush
the pace quickens
the mind races forward
the arms are too tired
they still HAVE to keep up
they just have to
the fullstop.
ticktocktock.
the fullstop.
fullstop.
i hate this hall
the path continues... @
5:36 PM
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Friday, November 03, 2006
To everyone and anyone who sees this....
lets Pray for all the O levellers.... haha...
We do not chiong WOW to get to level 60
We do not chiong... Maple (o.o) to get to level.... 200? (=/)
We do not chiong some stupid game to get to some crazy level........
We chiong-ing to reach level zero. (O = 0zero) same same ah.... haha.
all the best to everyone.... hang in there... very fast only...
(especially us trip science!! shiok!! end very fast xD)
the path continues... @
8:30 PM
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its friday again...
people say the weekend's in....
they go Hooray.
its friday again.....
I supposed F is close to E, seeing how alike they are and all.... but E can't be used to go with -ri, cos ERIDAY doesnt sound nice, so they had to go FRIDAY.
E.... E for emo.... ERIDAY..... EMODAY
i was thinking along this line some nights ago... [[this line: if u find someone who is quite similar to you - character/behavioural/person, NOT looks - i thought that if u find someone quite(or rather 'very')similar, wouldn't that make u realise your unique-ness? yea?]]
(:
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and yet again, its like a nice pleasant dream (again) gone bad (perhaps again, hopefully NOT)
its another S___ again, similar to the previous S___, in the way that with both S___s i could 'talk' crazily, just talk non stop, and dream of the possibility of being 'table partners' hah... but then again....
for the first S, well, i think somehow we stopped talking...dont know how.... yet another... emo, depressed thing... i dont remember how we stopped talking... was act very hyper each time....
and now...... its turning into yet another... nightmare. ok, not that bad, but its quite a bad dream.... like the 'rough patch' of dreams.... friends.... friends with both S.... what will happen next.... we can always put up a strong front... hell, i always try to..... but what really will happen next.... i dont want a repeat.....
the tongue... the tongue.... a slip of it... and we're in trouble... the tongue... does much harm, and yet can heal... 'its what comes out of the mouth that defiles...' or something like that........
i dont know... gonna pray.... when theres nothing i can do.... but that... i'm being vague again, for the sake of being vague.... but i really hope.... this can be forgotten... and the deep wound.... healed..... hope... [[reminds me of dashboard confessional (i think) all of a sudden... "Hope... dangles on a string... like slow spinning....."]] Hope.
Forgive me, i made a mistake.
the path continues... @
8:02 PM
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