Sunday, September 16, 2007
im a weapon
and now i go to sleep
knowing i'll wake to a fine tomorrow.
but what just struck me is that
this time bomb will be reset
ready for the enemy,
the prowling roaring lion
to use against any relationships, friendships in my life
destroying it, damaging it.
Help
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1:33 AM
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i like this.
its my personal shout out
into darkness
no one sees this
hopefully..
its good yet theres a yearning.
but what can i do.
why is it that everytime i'm 'msn-ing' more and deeper to girls than guys.
and not that its wrong, but its not the right kind of
deep friendship i'm supposed to form with any of them
cos of the line.
why.
i need a shoulder.
but no.
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12:38 AM
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Thursday, September 13, 2007
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
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11:33 PM
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Sunday, September 09, 2007
please dont waste our time if its not help you offer.
dont give rubbish.
dont know dont talk,
no offense, but yea.
appreciate if there even is anyone reading.
if you're reading and dont know what to answer.
thats all i need. i dont want/need to know if someone read
at least i dont think so.
try to understand as much as possible first
that in itself is a huge challenge.
its like im crying out into the abyss
hoping for someone to answer and hear out
yet someone a little more mature
of a same age, who wont judge much
yet hoping its not one i know
and i have this feeling for sure.
cos i know few knows
in fact none.
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i come and go.
i look involved.
i know im not.
you think i am.
i know im alone
lonely
no one knows
indulged in their worlds perhaps?
who knows.
hear it.
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i know i wont be attacked.
but i want to take up arms
prepare the armour, the sword and the shield
the preparation is tough
-i'm being stopped from stepping
into the training yard
and at where one thinks safest
i think of how much wrong i could do
how much i could
go against
how much i...
i want to know what it is
i am to do
i want to dedicate
to something else
finally i reminisce
of a time left unfinished
injustice by the state of connectivity at that time
i cant recall
cant remember
but i want to revisit
to go back
to rekindle
and pray it hasn't been stolen by another
reestablish.
build from a solid titanium foundation.
but i know i am not worthy
not of standard
not up to my own
nor that i expect
i want to take up arms
the sword
the shield
the armour
the sharpest blade
strongest shield and armour
but i cant do it alone.
i cant.
but i am
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1:21 AM
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