Sunday, September 10, 2006
moment of anger, revealing the true self, foolish and rash things may be done, harsh words spoken. but honest.
i really cant stand it sometimes... like... what the heck? i'm just gonna be very vague here. probably just typing in frustration, or letting anger control the mindless words that resonate in my head, but there is some truth to it. why is it so? WHY?? no one can really answer this question.
or even bother too? ok, thats not true, just part of the mindless stuff.
can people help? can they? or do ye just wanna play. live your life happily, go ahead, good life, have fun, dont care otherwise. play only, only play, happy happy. Nice life huh. the frustration again
and right now, its not that i dont know its not right to brood on this, but... who is there to talk to? REAL sense. not some bullcrap.
mindless rantings...
who is there to listen
who, to even stick their nose in it and mean it.
or is it just an act, 'meaning it'
emo has been an excuse.
the truth, is worse.
as i thankg (think, thangk. hmm, sounds better than thought.) about this, my mind wanders off to another matter (which i somehow linked). now gaming, people want to be the top of the league, to be best, to be (GODLIKE!!) -[heh heh] WHY? aside from the fun in the game, i thought that there might be 2 types of people.
1. Being good in the game, to be accepted? a moment, of glory. enthroned.
2. Being good, (or bad), as long as its fun =x
well anyway, this second portion, is just part of the dark complicated mind of mine. no personal attacks.
good day.
the path continues... @
3:40 PM
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