Sunday, September 09, 2007
please dont waste our time if its not help you offer.
dont give rubbish.
dont know dont talk,
no offense, but yea.
appreciate if there even is anyone reading.
if you're reading and dont know what to answer.
thats all i need. i dont want/need to know if someone read
at least i dont think so.
try to understand as much as possible first
that in itself is a huge challenge.
its like im crying out into the abyss
hoping for someone to answer and hear out
yet someone a little more mature
of a same age, who wont judge much
yet hoping its not one i know
and i have this feeling for sure.
cos i know few knows
in fact none.
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i come and go.
i look involved.
i know im not.
you think i am.
i know im alone
lonely
no one knows
indulged in their worlds perhaps?
who knows.
hear it.
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i know i wont be attacked.
but i want to take up arms
prepare the armour, the sword and the shield
the preparation is tough
-i'm being stopped from stepping
into the training yard
and at where one thinks safest
i think of how much wrong i could do
how much i could
go against
how much i...
i want to know what it is
i am to do
i want to dedicate
to something else
finally i reminisce
of a time left unfinished
injustice by the state of connectivity at that time
i cant recall
cant remember
but i want to revisit
to go back
to rekindle
and pray it hasn't been stolen by another
reestablish.
build from a solid titanium foundation.
but i know i am not worthy
not of standard
not up to my own
nor that i expect
i want to take up arms
the sword
the shield
the armour
the sharpest blade
strongest shield and armour
but i cant do it alone.
i cant.
but i am
the path continues... @
1:21 AM
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